Bapak-Bapak Me Time

Setiap kali liat bapak-bapak nongkrong di dunkin atau sevel sambil ngerokok dan main hape, jujur aja gue suka nyinyir. I mean. What the hell are you doing here, bapak-bapak? Tidakkah anda punya anak dan istri di rumah?

Anyway, barusan gue jadi stereotip bapak-bapak yang gue bahas di atas. Ini gara-gara gue bete banget nungguin gojek dari jam setengah 6 sampe jam setengah 7 ga dateng-dateng, taunya di cancel. Akhirnya gue hijrah ke sevel deket kantor gue. Oh how... Comforting. Gue baru sadar, bapak-bapak itu cuma butuh me time.

This Polyamorous Shit

Polyamorous is a selfish word.

I don’t even identify it as something real.

Now... sebelum semua yang baca dan paham akan kata itu mendefine gue sebagai orang yang judgemental (though I am. Applause for myself), gue punya alasan.

Slow Down

Well, I’m a mess.

So unorganized, so dirty like a pig, and so... impulsive.

Like, everything has to be done in a rush. Gue terlalu mengimplementasikan, “Ayo cepet, cepet.” Di segala aspek hidup gue. Makan, kerja, mikir. I need to slow down a little and see things through. Because when I move fast, when I try to be fast, I tend to make mistake. I tend to be unorganized and messy. So..